Tuesday, March 17, 2015

Emotions Of A mindless Freak..!! :) :(



A day when she held his hand...
 Was the day when nothing was planned.
Trust was the base and eyes were the case..
 It took time to fall in love..
But once he was...
 He was, Is and Will be.. Is what he planned.

Beautiful were the days..
 When she rested her head on his shoulders
Those days... when both smiled looking at each other
for no reason..!
Days..when they held each other in their arms..
..Sleepless nights..dreaming what the others doing..
..Moments when they stared at each others unfunny jokes..
and when she grabbed him..all her fear drowned and dried..!
They faced all problems with a mighty heart and
he supported her in all her darks..as she lost her loved ones
 at an early start..
And he knew how it feels when they part..!

He remained with her in her bads..
her acts of craziness, sometimes disliked..
But used to melt his heart..

Seven years later... relation had talled..
It reached a point of satiety...
And had a fall..

Misunderstandings rose..and all were gross !!
Some of his..some of hers..
Accumulated a "SUM"

Totaled, Disturbed, anguished was he..
when she called it off..!!
More bad..more worse..when his trusted friend added to the toll !!
Health ruined..
Minds ruined..
Friends fell apart..
Panicked..Hit..Frustrated and bend..
no one there to help him mend !
Breathless, fear and trauma..he had it all..!

Mistakes were inevitable..and he made some more..
He felt the guilt..but no were to re-build..!
In the process..failed to realise its not just him..
but also she..who's hurt to the core..!!

He made many attempts..but all in vain..
Tried to calm..but still in pain !!
He cried..sobbed..laughed..frowned..he made her smile
Just to know all that was lame !

Love at its purest form was when they had
 held each others hand..
But today hes a culprit if he takes that stand..!!


True love never dies..is what he feels..
and still believes even when she has left !
He wont budge form the trueness of his feelings..
neither has he forgotten the promises they made..
Nor will he forget the memories they shared..
If love was ever true, will make its way back..
 and living with a hope is better
than calling it untrue and daily die..!!

-Rahul Sinnarkar

p.s.: I used sign as ''-its SR''...but its not ''its'' its ''He''..an emotional mindless freak..!